i feel so dumb. i will never learn no matter how many times i fail to realise this is not real.
noooo....

stupid.
bleah. whatever. i dont really care.
just smack me in the face and hope that i'll wake up from the unreal...

Ended my post @ 10:30 PM

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
okay i'm back!
GUESS WHAT! okay... this is not a mystery anymore.
hahaha

SNSB GOT GOLD (with honours) for SYF 2009!!!!
though i dont really care about the honours.
hahaha. we're more than satisfied to get the gold already.
though it was a pity AMK didnt get the honours. i dont mind exchanging our awards. cause i think they really deserve it MORE than us. BUT it doesnt mean we don't deserve it okay. see the difference? hahaha
the mystery of why they didnt get GWH will still be a mystery. oh wells...
HEY! but still congragulate us for getting GWH okay! dont say we dont deserve it just cause AMK didnt get it. thats a very mean and demoralizing thing to say ):

haha okay... that day went like this...

we reached sch at 5.30. reminded me of genting. haha so early and there's nobody in school except the band. haha. did all the warm ups tuning and stuff. thanks to all the daily morning practice we all had to train our morning muscles. (: it really works. duhhhh ms sia's idea what!

a few people came to talk to us and cheng mei said a prayer. aw... you should have seen ms sia's face when she found out that chengmei's the one who's suppose to say our prayer. HAHAHA
i wonder how the school wrote their prayer for us. hehe.

we were smart and left school so freaking early to not get caught in the morning jam. still rmb how one of our buses was late two years ago. still wondered if that's the reason why...erps... hahaha NOTHING!

tuning and everything. it went really well. i thought the band was super well prepared and ready for battle! for me at least. i was really confident compared to NBC and genting and the random public performance.

hehe the first band really do get some advantages to compensate for our lack of sleep. haha. at least we got to sit on stage for a few minutes when they annouce the judges and everything. calm ourselves. though i was not scared at all i dont know why. probably cause there's not much audience. another good thing about being the first band. haha.

oh wow. you wouldnt believe how well we played. not only did we not screw up like every other public performances, we played exceptionally well! you should have heard us. hahaha. omg. i've never heard such a beautiful piece of music from our band before. i never knew how we did it. haha. i even had a tear in my eye after the performance. probably due to victory. horns were great. YIINGHUEY! hahahaha when we got onto the cargo lift with the percs, li wen started crying. which made everyone else (okay fine. i'm one of them. not everyone) hahaha. start tearing too.

BUT this time it's different from TWO YEARS BACK! these are tears of disbelief and JOY!
HELL! WE DIDNT SCREW UP! not even a single mistake! WHY!!! did someone feed the band with some pills the night before or something. hahahaha not that we want the mistakes. but hey! if you know us well enough you should know that SNSB loves to screw up really badly on stage compared to daily practices. hahaha.

ya... the tension in the hall when we got our results was unforgettable. TOO BAD TO EVERYONE ELSE WHO DIDNT TURN UP! hahahaha (hints... the senior.... THAT senior....) HAHAH :P

aiya.. but but spoilt by all the amk-should-deserve-it-and-snsd-shouldnt remarks.
haha but seriously, after playing we thought we had chance of getting a gold. thats why we were so happy after it. hey we can get the gold back for our seniors! what else can you ask for! NEVER i say again NEVER has it crossed my mind to get a GWH. hey we're not that greedy okay. even if the whole school's performing arts get GWH i'm still statisfied with a gold. yup (:

haha but after hearing amk we were like... die la... silver already.... so imagine if we think we're around two grades lower than amk, and we still got GWH, imagine how high their real score is la! and after deducting 10% they still got gold, they must have scored near full marks or something. hahahaha. what a pity i feel really sorry for them and their hard work oh dear... ):

but once again, putting SNSB down is a really bad thing to do ): bad girl bad boys.stop doing it on the forum! hahaha ya or the admin person will just ban you or something.

*zhu er did a really silly thing. she's bowing to every AMK student we see on the streets as a form of apology for our misdoings. hahaha. you know what i mean.

Ended my post @ 7:12 PM